Friday, January 27, 2012

Miserable At Best

The nights you appreciate most are the ones where you just lay back at the park in the middle of the night with your friends, hoplessly searching for stars and talk about the world as if you know it best. It may seem a little hilarious at some point, because how could a bunch of teenagers possibly know anything about life? We're just naive little kids. But that does not mean we arent willing to learn. That feeling of anticipation, eagerly wanting to build something more out of yourself. How many kids these days have that? Maybe more than you think, maybe more than I, myself think. We just don't bother to know, no one cares enough to ask.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

In Another Life

You promised we were in this together but why do I feel so alone?
How could you be so selfish?

Blood, Tears and Gold

I don't think it ever occured to you how important you are in my life. I can feel that you're fading away, I can feel that we are becoming distant. Practically strangers. And to even imagine that I'll lose you one day, to another person, to God..scares me. Maybe we've been together for too long, maybe we're too young to even know what forever really means. Maybe I just stopped making you happy. Maybe I'm not good enough.