Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Monday, February 18, 2013
This is a commercial I did for college, shot by my friends and I, edited by moi. This was my first real work in film making and I found myself loving it. Feel free to comment, I'm new to this and I would love to learn more.
Tuesday, February 12, 2013
Why does it matter when you are in a big circle of friends yet find yourself missing out on an inside joke. Why does it matter when you go through Facebook and find yourself staring at photos of a party your friends went that you didn't even know about. Why does it matter when you're there yet you feel like you aren't. Why does it even matter?
A question I ask myself every day. Why does it matter so much to fit in because if it doesn't then for fucks sake, why am I repeating the same mistake every goddamn year, the same people I pick, the same fucking pattern, why do I keep doing this to myself. Why does it matter what fucking size you are, or how you fucking look, why am I so fucking superficial, is a question I ask myself over and over again. According to Einstein, I am considered insane for expecting a different outcome when I repeat the same shit over and over again.
We are all a fucking load of bullshit anyway.
Monday, February 11, 2013
The last time I wrote anything here was on the 27th of December, about a girl named Amanda Todd..I feel like it was just a week ago I sat on my green leather chair, tearing up about a girl I don't even know..I feel like I lost myself, I can't even begin to explain this. It's not that I feel sad or depressed, I'm far beyond that. 2012 was an amazing year for me, so far 2013 has been nothing but good, but somehow, something, just feels different. Something changed in me.
It was a few days ago, I took a drive to my university on a Thursday night and bought fruits off a bakery (why do they sell fruits in a bakery?) What was I even doing in front of my uni on a Thursday night, that was the question. I don't even know. There I was, sitting by the lake, eating watermelon cuts in a cup and stared at basically nothing.